Can Watching Porn Make You Gay? Part 3
The long awaited conclusion:
You might find this strange, or what I ended up having to do…well even stranger. I decided to give up sex all together. ( Yeah I know, shocker). Everything had spun out of control and it seemed like I became a person that I was uncomfortable being. So, I just went cold turkey. I won’t front it was hard. It meant disposing of my porn collection, and even cutting off some people in my circle that I knew were consisitently a bad influence. My toys…well yeah I got rid of them too. I distanced myself as far away as possible from my former lifestyle. Even watching music videos was a no no ( video chicks are hot).
I started occupying my time by joining classes for anything I could think of, joined a gym, and started playing a lot of Wii. I had a few minor relapses along the way, but nothing MAJOR. (I think i masterbated a few times reminiscing about my lesbian daliances) All in all I spent about 8 months trying to purge my mind and re-invent myself. After about a year or so I met a guy at my gym who I started dating. He was as square and normal as they come. We had NOTHING in common, but that is what I ended up loving about him. He wasn’t a freak, into strippers, porn, and was not like most of the men I have ever dated AND he expressed no desire for a 3 some or seeing me with another chick. I was reluctant at first to divulge all my past secrets to him, so I didn’t. But the closer we got, the more I felt ok telling him my story. Not only did he understand, but he respected me and my journey to reclaim my sexuality.
I think people refer to it as being a born again virgin. I wouldn’t go that far to say that, I will say that I re-emerged from my darkest hour in a way I wouldn’t have expected. He and I dated for months before we even had sex…another first for me. Anyway I felt my desires for normalcy come back. I wanted to be intimate with him, not just (expletive) him. It was great. The sex was phenomenal. It was he and I. No porn, no random chick, no friends watching…just me and my new boo enjoying each other.
I am not sure if I have a point to my story. No I am not gay, but I feel for a moment I was. ( and borderline psycho) Did the porn do it to me? Perhaps; but the biggest take away from my experience is that sometimes the crazyness and the fun can fuck with your mindset. It’s ok to live your life and live for the moment, but every now and then you have to step back and factor in the consequencs of your actions. Had I not changed my ways I probably would have remained some sex seeking unfilled girl who turned tricks for chicks. Just saying! Most people who are sex fiends are missing something in their life, and if they change they might just allow themselves to find the happiness they were looking for.
As for me, I am still looking for Mr. right, maybe I have him. But my sex hiatus has taught me that good things are worth waiting for.
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sounds like you found in your sexual hiatus some self respect. Porn didn’t do that too you the lack of self esteem and self love prompted you to behave like a sexual deviant, I appauled you for your courage in seeking inner peace..some therapy might do you some good
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Make sure you read parts 1 & 2. You will see that this is not MY story, but one that I am retelling. ( not everything is about ms.jstarr)
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